Good Memories in One Year

Nggak kerasa udah mau kelas 12 aja. Selama kelas 11 ini rasanya cepet banget berlalu. Mulai dari pertama kali masuk kelas IPS, ikut kepanitiaan, main-main, sampai UKK. Aku masih inget banget hari pertama masuk kelas XI aku nggak di kelas tapi nemenin adik-adik kelas X MOS di aula, dan rasanya baru kemarin. Kelas XII nanti harus lebih fokus dan berarti nggak bisa seneng-seneng kayak kemarin dulu. Tinggal satu tahun lagi kita di Delayota, dan satu tahun lagi berjuang bersama. Aku cuma berharap semoga kita semua diberi hasil yang terbaik buat kita. Semangat terus, kerja keras, saling support, dan jangan lupa berdoa lebih rajin lagi o:) I hope it will be the amazingly sweet last year of ours :)

Andddddd, there are some good memories in the last few months, or last year :D

Tutup Buka Tahun (TBT) atau Eightivity

Social Delayota 2015

Delayota Art #8

Sama Acara Delart

Bersih-bersih habis hujan abu

Kartini's Day

Kartini's Day #2

Kartini's Day #3

Village Homestay

Village Homestay #2

Village Homestay #3

Field Study XI IPS

Field Study XI IPS #2

Ellen, Ika, Umai, Fanani

To be continued ya hehehe.. This is not a cliffhanger :p

The Fault in Our Stars

“May I see you again?" he asked. There was an endearing nervousness in his voice.

I smiled. "Sure."

"Tomorrow?" he asked.

"Patience, grasshopper," I counseled. "You don't want to seem overeager."

"Right, that's why I said tomorrow," he said. "I want to see you again tonight. But I'm willing to wait all night and much of tomorrow." I rolled my eyes. "I'm serious," he said. 

"You don't even know me," I said. I grabbed the book from the center console. "How about I call you when I finish this?"

"But you don't even have my phone number," he said.

"I strongly suspect you wrote it in this book." 

He broke out into that goofy smile. "And you say we don't know each other.” 


― John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

Just Friends

I know that I don't own you,
and perhaps I never will,
so anger when you're with her,
I have no right to feel

I know that you don't owe me,
and I should ask for more;
I shouldn't feel so let down,
all the times when you don't call

What I feel --- I should show you,
so when you're around I won't;
I know I've no right to feel it
but it doesn't mean I don't

― Lang Leav, Love & Misadventure

Regret

Menurutku penyesalan itu ketika aku tau apa yang aku inginkan dan harapkan tetapi tidak melakukan suatu apapun dan membiarkannya hilang begitu saja.

Tanpa usaha, tanpa rasa percaya pada diri sendiri.

Karena aku terlalu takut untuk mencoba, atau justru terlalu tidak peduli. Mungkin juga karena aku tidak bisa jujur dengan diri sendiri tentang apa yang aku rasakan dan apa yang kuinginkan.

Dan pada akhirnya hanya bisa bergumam dalam hati, "kalau saja..." "harusnya aku..."

And you know what? Living with regret isn't always easy.

"You should tell her how you feel. It'd be good for her."

"No. I wouldn't know how."

"You're not telling someone something like that and living with the regret, is a lot worse."

Snow White and The Huntsman

Movie I Quite Like

Halo :)
Lumayan selo nih terus lagi pengen ngisi blog aja. Kalian pasti udah pada tau film Dear John kan? Ini salah satu film yang bagusss banget, I think. Tadi buka tumblr tiba-tiba ada yang reblog gambar-gambar dari film ini, terus yaudah deh jadi ksbb -_- Kalau belum nonton ya gek buruan cari filmnya, dijamin bagus. Sedih juga sih wkwk